Thursday, September 04, 2003

wow, wat a boring dae, excerised like shit todae lo, cant wait to go to bed, but i know its too early now lo, if i slp now, tml i'm going to wake up damn early in the morn. hmmm, just pass out from trainin from police academy. it rained on the passin out dae lo, still cant believe it. two weeks practisin for the parade and everything and it just had to go and rain heavily, drenched everyone's sprirts. but still its finally over and now i'm at home for the break that i'm supposed to have and getting killed by boredom in the meantime. haiz. wish there are riding practicals that i can take now, its so fruitless lying at home.

never mind, will be starting police work on mondae alreadi lo. hope it won be that bad though. still not sure of where i'm going to be posted to anyway. but think its best to just go with the flow lo. break is till mondae, so i got 4 daes to rot, tml think got bbq in the evenin, den sat hopefully can go out with zhongren, haven seen him in a while, well wat to do, hes got a gf liao ma, it always happen. den maybe sundae i go and break alone in the carpark, maybe call my frens over to swim, den it won be so bad. maybe, but till den, i'm so darn bored.

wonder wats on tv now, am i hungry? better go and see wats there to gourge myself on, excerise like hell todae, actually went to bedok stadium to have my own track and field session, just like old times. the moment i step onto the soft track of the stadium(they just renovated), my heart started pounding so fast, reminded me of my past races. i think in a way, its the same to stepping on the stage and remembering the times i performed on stage. someone told me before why hold on to memories of the past, they are just memories, but i think likewise, without memories, i think it will be like losing ur identity, haha, never mind.

yes, i'm still bored. wed, my field instructor erfan sent me and my fren home from camp lo, he just got his license and before this, he has motobike license lo. and hes a terror on the bike. i and my fren were kinda paranoid abt riding in his car, but lucky, he cherishes his class 3 license, i love his bike lo, think its a yamaha tz-m. not sure abt it, but he changed the exterior to red and white, my favorite colour and it looks damn nice, told him that i want to buy his bike from him, he said sure, call him, but i still haven got my license yet lo, cant wait till i own a vehicle, that bike would be just nice, yes. but den i think that series is not in production anymore and not in sale in singapore nor malaysia, haiz, wonder how much would it cost me. hmmm, money suxs totally. but i cant have enuff of it lo, hhaha.

damn, i'm still rather bored, haha. if only i have someone to talk to, ha. never mind, hope no one actually waste their time reading wat i wrote above, i mean, if u didnt, i think u are just as bored as i am, so welcome to the club, heh. so long den.
gilbert at 5:24 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}